Throwing Shade

It's too bad you had to go and be a fuckin bitch,
Actin like a loyal hoe before you called it quits,
How long you had that dude in the background,
Just these last few months, ha, don't make me laugh now

You were my sister, I loved you, I called you family,
But you didn't even have the guts to say bye to me,
You went and acted like you and Blake were only on a break,
When really all you wanted to do was  cover up your mistakes,

It's pretty funny though when I really think about it,
Thought you were loyal, never had a reason to doubt it,
Now your out here showing off the fact you got engaged,
But I can't help but laugh cuz dude looks like a downgrade,

Hope dude knows he's got to do all of the work in bed,
Heard that you don't know how to fuck, can't even give head,
Hope he's ready for you to treat him like a child,
All your fuckin mood swings, play in jokers wild

Gonna laugh when he realizes you're bat shit,
Need some serious fucking help though you won't get it,
Burnt all your bridges, lost most your fucking friends,
Ain't even worth in anymore, fuck it I'm done, the end

It Takes Courage (Poet Unknown)

It takes strength 
to be firm,
It takes courage 
to be gentle.

It takes strength
to conquer,
It takes courage
to surrender.

It takes strength
to be certain,
It takes courage
to have doubt.

It takes strength to fit in,
It takes courage to stand out.

It takes strength to feel a friend's pain,
It takes courage to feel your own pain.

It takes strength to endure abuse,
It takes courage to stop it.

It takes strength to stand alone,
It takes courage to lean on another.

It takes strength to love,
It takes courage to be loved.

It takes strength to survive,
It takes courage to live.

change for the better

if i could change it all
what would i do
if i could change at all
would i know you
would we have laughed
would i have pain
if everything
would rearrange
i loved you once
you couldn't see
so i moved on
and now you see me
you see the pain
the hurt
the love
but you missed out
on the above
and now im his
his and not yours
so all the hurt
the anger
the lies
they leave me now
like butterflies
I AM FREE!

Lost In The Darkness

Lost in the darkness,
Forever in tears,
Drowning my sorrows,
And living in fear

I'll never live,
And I'll never die,
And all because,
I'll never try

I'll never try,
because of you,
And now I don't,
Know what i should do

Should I scream,
Or fight or kick,
No all those options,
Make me sick

So I just sit,
Sit and cry,
Because of you,
I'll never die

death of a tragedy

an older poem i wrote when i was going through a difficult time in my life, my grandparents had just died, and the person i had been going out with just dumped me, so here is what i wrote

I wish I knew
How to forget
The way you felt
The way I'd get

Running fingers
Through your hair
Now all they feel
Is the cold air

We used to laugh
And joke, and play
And all my fears
Would fade away

But now YOU hurt me
As they all do
Just like the rest
They're just like YOU

You said you'd stay
But now you're gone
I start to cry
"I'm all alone!"

I scream and kick
But still no answer
Why won't you LOOK
Why won't you answer

I look around
At all the graves
The cold stone breaking
Seems so depraved

The sight I see
Is so forlorn
My family
A spot not wornI

t says my name
I start to cry
The tears that fall
Say "Why'd I die?"